Day 8- Someone you wish could forgive you

(wow i'm in a blogging mood today!)

Dear Ginny,

This blog has taken me forever to write cause honestly, I don't know what to say. When I read what this blog was suppose to be about, your the only one that popped in to my head. So I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing.

I'm sorry. I guess thats all there is too it. I don't really know how else to put it other then I'm sorry. I'm sorry I hurt your feelings. I'm sorry we got in to a fight.

Sometimes I'm not a nice person, I know that... especially when I'm angry, or upset.

I don't ever expect you to forgive me after all that was said, I'm sure you won't ever read this, and I hate that.

I hate that we have a lot of the same friends, and I would never ask them to choose between you and me.  We also have a lot of places in common as well, and its hard not to say hi to you.

I miss you, but at the same time I don't. I'm sure its my pride talking saying that I don't.

I wish we could just come to the conclusion that even though, we never are gonna be friends again, we could at least come to some sort of agreement, where yes if we see each other, we may not go running to each others arms but we could at least smile and nod at each other. 

Unless you want to be friends again... then I guess... more power to us?

I know this blog probably won't change anything either. But I really just needed to get it out.

I understand if you don't want to be friends, but I just hope you'll grant my wish and forgive.

Sincerely
Natalie



p.s. thanks to a little birdy for the picture.  :D