Day 7- Your ex.

Dear Matt Davis,




I'm going to be honest, in case you ever read this, and I think you will agree with everything i'm about to say...

If I had to write this two years ago, it would be filled with "I love you" or "We will be together forever."
One year ago, it would be filled with begging of "Please just leave me alone!"  "Just go away"
But now I can finally just say....

"Hi"

I still don't want to be friends with you. Just because (even though its hard to admit it) I will always have a soft spot for my first love, and I fear that it would cause far to much drama.

You were my first love, we had a great run and I can honestly say that I did love you. I loved you with all my heart, and you broke it.
I told you once that I would always love you, and there is a tiny part of me that still does.... well the old you. The young Aussie boy I fell for, not the jerk you turned in to.

We had everything working against us when we met, we were opposites and from a world apart. and I think that's why we fell... also I'll admit it, I liked the attention and the  novelty of being with someone from Australia, because lets face it, your accent was pretty irresistible .

But I have to thank you. Thanks to you, I can say that I loved and was loved in return. I am patient when it comes to love... I do not need to see my boyfriend every day, and as long as I can see him more then once ever six months, I'm in heaven. Thanks to you, I know that communication is key.
I've learned a lot from our relationship, and I don't regret it.

So thank you Matt,
You're first
Natalie.