Feeling pretty down at the moment...and Blogs are a good place to vent correct? correct!
Ellie and i are so awesome its not even funny! This is a picture of us hexing someone or something. YAY! Harry Potter makes me feel better!
Facebook
Yup I deleted it.
The main reason why is because i felt so
anxious when ever i would log on, like i was so scared something was going to happen. Not to mention ALL the drama caused by it.
I'm going through a bit of with-drawl from facebook, not gonna lie. My mom was asking questions about how to do stuff on it so it was like logging on again which makes me feel like such a failure. Only to find out that my Ex has been trying to add her. I wish that boy would just take a hint and leave me alone.
Drama on Facebook
the whole reason i deleted facebook was because i was tired of all the Drama, not necessarily that involved me, but the drama that everyone else was having. I mean i scanned almost everyone status, cause sometimes people can surprise you. and 9 out of 10 times there was some sort of Drama about someone. or something. by reading it, and even computing it, and maybe even asking a question like "Gee i wonder what happened." Makes you involved and add that much more stress to your life.
Not to mention all the drama that actually did involve me directly.
I'm regretting deleting facebook because quite frankly, me deleting facebook has certainly added alot of drama to my life, from people I didn't want drama from. Which sucks because the reason I was deleting facebook was to escape the drama.
What Drama are you talking about Natty?
one word. Lisa.
Yeah my "Bestie" Who apparently, can't be supportive to save her life. I don't remember the exact wording but our conversation went something like this.
Me: I think i'm gonna delete my facebook.
Lisa: NO! Cause its the best way to keep in touch with people, and see whats happening in people's lives.
Me: Its called email.
Lisa: Its not the same
Me: Yeah its better, its personal.
Lisa: no it isn't, besides i'm moving to flordia and its one of the only ways you can keep in touch with me.
Then she logged off with out saying goodbye. needless to say, i deleted it before work, and this HUGE weight was lifted off my shoudlers, and actually had a pretty fab day at work.
Later that night
Lisa: YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU deleted it?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??
Me: Yes! and i feel shit loads better
Lisa: But why!? Why would you delete it?
Me: I'm tired of drama
Lisa: Thats stupid! Who do you have drama with?
Me: **thinking: You apparently** lots of people.
Lisa: like Who?
Me: Well (insert names) plus all the drama that i read about, it really gets on my nervs.
Lisa: So Delete them!
I suppose i could do that but then i would only have maybe 15 people on my friends list, and those 15 people i talk to regularly anyway, and i already know whats going in their life... So as you can see me keeping on is pointless
But here comes the best part.
me: ((trying to end the convo and change the subject)) Well its done, its gone!
Lisa: I'm not talking about Facebook anymore! I'm talking about you being a coward, and running away from your problems.
Me: I'm sorry, What? What is bad about wanting to avoid Drama?
Lisa: Everything!
I mean god! Doesn't she see that shit like that is the reason i didn't want to be on facebook?? Ok, anyone who knows me, knows she just talking bs, i'm the last person to run away from a fight, but avoiding drama is a
good thing!
I really have no clue why she is making such a huge deal out of this! its quiet frankly none of her business.
ANY ADVICE?
Update on Thumper:
After a few days of not using the litterbox Maggie came and got Thumper today. I feel really bad because i wish it had worked out, but at the same time i can't have a kitty who doesn't use the litterbox. :(