Day 1- Your Best Friend.

Copying Katie. Write a letter to the person on their day.

Day 1- Your best friend.

Ellie- You are the coolest sweetest person in the world. I had no idea that you and I would be so close for so long. I mean i remember meeting you in Kindergaurden and thinking that you were quiet but very nice! I mean i was super quiet as well, so thats why we rule from the very beginning!!  You are always so understanding.... and your always right.... I'm very envious of how right you always are. You are my other half! and that makes us so connected!!!  like that time we played clue and were talking telepathically. (haha when Brian and I played he totally beat me, so I think you and I need to be on a team against him... that would be a site to see hahaha I bet we would win.)

You are always supportive of me, even though you may think what i'm doing is wrong. You give me words of wisdom and never say I told you so, even though I deserve it. You are the sister I never had, and the one I always wished for. You are my favorite person ever!

We are so similar, but so different! I think we have grown to compliment each other. We have filled in what the other needs. So that when the world falls apart i'll always have my other half.
I love you Ellie! Thank you for being the best friend in the entire world!

I'm getting better

I'm getting better at taking pictures! these were at the Wild Animal Sanctuary!!!

I like animals, if you can't tell! :)

Felix Felicis

Sooooo i really want to get a Felix Felicis charm necklace.

I found one on Hot topic that i like, but i'm unsure if i want to pay that much money.... plus thousands of other people would also have it.... where is the fun in that?
So then i thought....couldn't i make one?

The answer is yes of course! Time for a trip to Michaels or Joanns!!


p.s. look guys i'm singing!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T5J0t_D4K6c

Watch!

99 things about me

Day 31 SICK SICK SICK

Greeeeat i'm sick and am missing work.

I woke this morning with a cough, and sore throat, just sorta out of the blue.... i mean i had a little head ache last night and some aches and pains but i figured.... it was just some sort of weird stressed thing.

Oh how i was wrong. hack hack, cough cough.

Day 30 Facebook.

Feeling pretty down at the moment...and Blogs are a good place to vent correct? correct!

Ellie and i are so awesome its not even funny! This is a picture of us hexing someone or something. YAY! Harry Potter makes me feel better!


 Facebook
Yup I deleted it.
The main reason why is because i felt so anxious when ever i would log on, like i was so scared something was going to happen.  Not to mention ALL the drama caused by it.

I'm going through a bit of with-drawl from facebook, not gonna lie. My mom was asking questions about how to do stuff on it so it was like logging on again which makes me feel like such a failure.  Only to find out that my Ex has been trying to add her. I wish that boy would just take a hint and leave me alone.
Drama on Facebook
the whole reason i deleted facebook was because i was tired of all the Drama, not necessarily that involved me, but the drama that everyone else was having. I mean i scanned almost everyone status, cause sometimes people can surprise you. and 9 out of 10 times there was some sort of Drama about someone. or something.  by reading it, and even computing it, and maybe even asking a question like "Gee i wonder what happened." Makes you involved and add that much more stress to your life.
Not to mention all the drama that actually did involve me directly.


I'm regretting deleting facebook because quite frankly, me deleting facebook has certainly added alot of drama to my life, from people I didn't want drama from. Which sucks because the reason I was deleting facebook was to escape the drama.

What Drama are you talking about Natty?
one word. Lisa.
Yeah my "Bestie" Who apparently, can't be supportive to save her life.  I don't remember the exact wording but our conversation went something like this.
Me: I think i'm gonna delete my facebook.
Lisa: NO! Cause its the best way to keep in touch with people, and see whats happening in people's lives.
Me: Its called email.
Lisa: Its not the same
Me: Yeah its better, its personal.
Lisa: no it isn't, besides i'm moving to flordia and its one of the only ways you can keep in touch with me.

Then she logged off with out saying goodbye. needless to say, i deleted it before work, and this HUGE weight was lifted off my shoudlers, and actually had a pretty fab day at work.
Later that night

Lisa: YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU deleted it?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??
Me: Yes! and i feel shit loads better
Lisa: But why!? Why would you delete it?
Me: I'm tired of drama
Lisa: Thats stupid! Who do you have drama with?
Me: **thinking: You apparently** lots of people.
Lisa: like Who?
Me: Well (insert names) plus all the drama that i read about, it really gets on my nervs.
Lisa: So Delete them!

I suppose i could do that but then i would only have  maybe 15 people on my friends list, and those 15 people i talk to regularly anyway, and i already know whats going in their life... So as you can see me keeping on is pointless

But here comes the best part.

me: ((trying to end the convo and change the subject)) Well its done, its gone! 
Lisa: I'm not talking about Facebook anymore! I'm talking about you being a coward, and running away from your problems.
Me: I'm sorry, What? What is bad about wanting to avoid Drama?
Lisa: Everything!

I mean god! Doesn't she see that shit like that is the reason i didn't want to be on facebook?? Ok, anyone who knows me, knows she just talking bs, i'm the last person to run away from a fight, but avoiding drama is a good thing!
I really have no clue why she is making such a huge deal out of this! its quiet frankly none of her business.


ANY ADVICE?

Update on Thumper:
After a few days of not using the litterbox Maggie came and got Thumper today. I feel really bad because i wish it had worked out, but at the same time i can't have a kitty who doesn't use the litterbox. :(

Disappear

I think i'll just disappear for a while. I'm deleting my facebook, my deviantart, etc. I need a break from the interwebs for a while.

Day 28 The day of suck.

Today already sucks! its 6:49 in the morning!

Damn it Damnit Damn it!

No picture today.

Day 27

Yeah, I know, I fail at blogging everyday! I just honestly have not had the time the last few days, they have been stressful and no fun. guh

I'm gonna miss Starfest I can just feel it! All my hard work put in to my costume will be for nothing, because i will not be going. I will be SO surprised if i can, and end up going.

Good news is I was talking to my friend Roxi on Skype, we havn't talked on the phone or like that since 2008! HOLY SHIT! it was so good to see her, and hear her lovely British/Scottish accent! Shes cute as a button!

And I sprayed myself with the sink today. cause our sprayer thing is broken and if flew everywhere and so now i'm sitting here in my bra waiting for my shirt to dry.

Sophie's sister named Bella, thats the first day we got Sophie and her siblings they were a few days old and SO small!!  I have pretty small hands so yeah they are tiny. I miss fostering kittens I can't wait till I can again.

Day 26

well poo
I have to work this Saturday instead of going to Star Fest. Good news is, is that I SHOULD be off by 4ish, which means I have time to get there and have fun. I just hope its enough fun.

OK ANYWAY
Work is good, I like Chilis so far. I can't wait to get paid though, there is so much I need/want to buy.  I've been spacing out a lot which isn't good. I wonder if my meds are off a little.

I'm really tired.... i just wanna go to bed, like no joke.

Thumper update:
Ok everyone, Thumper is doing okayish... Shes still really really spooked... But she slept on my bed last night (instead of under it) and she eats her food if you put it under the bed.... but if you try to pet her she nips at you.... shes just scared.

Day 25, tv shows

What are your favorite TV shows? 

I don't really watch much tv.... in fact i only watch a handful of shows religiously. haha!

CSI the Las Vegas one, not Miami, though New York is good too!!! But the original CSI is definitely my favorite. Favorite characters: Nick and Greg! They are so much fun.... though honestly I like all the characters... Thats what makes this show so cool, you like everyone.

Do I really need to explain this one? Anyone who knows me the slightest knows about my love for the Sea Shepherd! Naturally I love this show, it makes me cry... and angry. But at the same time its good cause I know people are doing everything they can.

GILMORE GIRLS- AHHH!!!!!! Squeee! this is my happy show! It makes me smile every time i watch it. I've seen every episode, but i only own the first two seasons! :( If you are ever stumped for a present for me, this would be a good one.

Make it or Break it.
My mom and I started watching this show because my mom used to be a gymnast. But now we know the characters and watch it every monday. Its pretty good, not the best show i've ever seen but it is a good drama.

Day 24, Dreaming

( i know this is a day late, but honestly i did write all this out yesterday.)

I dunno about you all, but i've been having a lot of dreams lately. One was about Mermaids that I think I will turn in to a little story. I don't expect to do anything with it, but I feel like I need a creative outlet.

I was suppose to see Brian last night, but my phone wouldn't stop spazing on me. I would write a text and then i guess my phone would turn off while sending, So there is no record of my text... not in drafts sent etc. So then i would wait an hour and then notice my phone was off so i would turn it back on. and wait, not knowing that my text didn't send. I/we of course didnt figure this out until the morning. fml i really wanted to see him.

Update on Thumper.
I took her home today, we are keeping her in my room so that she can get used to us, before we go with the rest of the house. We'll have to see how this works out.

Day 23, Thumper

So today was an okay day.
 Lots of chores, running around etc.
I met a wonderful kitty named Thumper today. Friend of a friend Maggie has to get rid of her kitties, and so i'm taking one of them and see how she works out with my family.  

Then i ran to petsmart, the store, everywhere it seems like. Good news is my mom and i cooked dinner.
YUM

We did not make the sushi, we bought it! but we did make the lobster tails. ^-^
But i have a question:
Is it better to ask for permission, knowing you'll be broken hearted when they say no? Or to do something and then beg for forgiveness?

Day 22, SOPHERS

Today I would like to talk about my kitty cat Sophie, she is my baby!! I raised her from when she was a few days old, cuddled her and took care of her when she was sick. She is always so cuddly and so happy.
She is a little black kitten, with beautiful green eyes! Shes been my favorite kitty ever!

Day 21 Elephant in the Living Room.

Ok, ok, so I know i didn't post yesterday. I have a good excuse, I hit my head and ended up sleeping through school and stuff, it was not fun for anyone, so thats the reason I didn't post yesterday.
But i promise to make it up to y'all by posting a  really LONG BLOG!

TODAY however, i'm going to talk about this movie:

WATCH THE TRAILER HERE

IF YOU ARE AN ANIMAL LOVER YOU MUST SEE THIS MOVIE!!!

Its truly an eye-opening experience. 

What is it about? 
 well I'm not going to give away the story or anything, but its a "documentary" about the argument of keeping exotic animals as pets. For example: Lions, tigers, bears, monkeys etc.
But the coolest thing about this movie, is that it literally shows both sides of the argument, fairly, not casting either in a bad light. It truly makes you consider both sides, and then when you are finished watching it, you can decide which view you think is right....
It has some pretty sad parts, but don't worry it has a happy ending. 

My view:
I think keeping exotic animals as pets is wrong.
Now before people jump on my back taking one side or the other. I just want to explain something, I understand both sides of the argument. There is a tiny part of me (just like there is that tiny part in every person) that often wishes she/he could have a wild animal. (In my case a tiger)
But the fact of the matter is, its a WILD ANIMAL! which means they are not domesticated. Its not fair to anyone in the situation to have a wild animal. Yeah they are cute and manageable as cubs, but not as adults. Its not fair to the animal to keep them cooped up in a small cage, Its not fair for the person that the animal attacks when they get out. Its not fair to the owner when they have to give them up.
I just think its wrong....

Which is why i donate to: The wild animal Sanctuary. (its right here in Colorado, and it is flipping spectacular. Its $10 to get in, but every penny of it goes STRAIGHT to the animals.)
It rescues and cares for animals, that where kept as pets or in circuses. Each animal has its own story which is printed in a book that you read as you look at the animals. It gives the animals a chance to behave how they are meant to behave. Not as a pet, but as a tiger, a wolf, a lion etc.


Pat Craig is the nicest coolest guy on the planet!!!


My Daddy 'adopted' (basically, you give them X amount of money, and it goes to feeding and taking care of an animal of your choosing.) a Tiger for me named Nala. Shes beautiful, and I have visited her many times.

So yes,
If you live in colorado and would like to go to the Wild Animal Sanctuary let me know,
If you don't and you plan to visit soon, and would like to go let me know.
Its a life changing experience.

Day 20, ummm.....

ummmmmm.....................................So i thought of something to talk about today, and i can't remember it.. so i'll talk about my day.

My day: Pretty damn awesome! I got to see my friend Talee (cause she is working at Chili's with me!) and we had some awesome training day.... we weren't really doing much but still it was awesome, i like everyone thus far!!! My Car was at the doctor today, because there is a recall on Honda Fits. :) But now its back!! Now I have to take it in one last time then its mine again.

We also went to Walmart and it was actually pretty fun because we got alot of things we really didn't need... but YAY! We got Tangled (LOVE) Sound of Music and Hildago

and I got a book called Water for Elephants, that I have heard is really good, and i'm pretty excited to start reading it.

Day 19, Tired.

Guys.... i'm tired.... i wanna go to bed......

BUT Look! My friend Roxi, is absolutely amazing. She is like a sister to me and i love her so much! We Roleplay.... ALOT
So she made this for me....
Its my character Karrie and our character Jack, he was based off of Pillars of the earth book....But we turned him instead in to a artistic cousin of the Weasley's, Jacks personalty remains the same only now he is a wizard.

 

She is just learning on how to use Photoshop 

She says it sucks, and i say i like it simple, plus you are learning

Tomorrow i'm going to talk about my characers hahahahaha YAY! now i'm excited!

Day 18, wings and nerdy things

Hey everyone i'm really excited because i'm working on a few sets of wings! Including a few commissions!! Isn't it exciting?  Actual commissions like "I'll pay you to do it!" XD

ALSO! LOOK!
I combined my two loves... Its my pride and joy at the moment.

Gosh, maybe i'll get it as a tattoo eventually....maybe.

Day 17, Whats your Heritage?

WHAT IS YOUR HERITAGE? 

I really enjoy looking back at family histories and what physical traits come from certain areas.... its always fascinated me.I understand that not everyone who is a certain heritage have attributes pertaining to that culture, but a lot of the times they will.

My Heritage.
My Grandmother on both sides of my family are entirely German. Which makes my mom and dad both half, which makes me half (1/4 +1/4 = 1/2!! XD)

Then the other half of me consists of some of the following. Welsh, French, Irish, Scottish, English and Cherokee. Many of these cultures explain my blonde hair and pale eyes.







i'm not entirely sure how much of each of those things I am, but obviously mostly German. But my family and I are very Celtic at heart. We go to celtic festivals, eat celtic food, listen to celtic music, i can't wait to go there! i love it so much!

What is your heritage? Do you have an physical traits that go along with your heritage?

Day 16, Zoo

Today was an absolutely beautiful day! So my friend Kelly and I went to the Denver zoo! it was super busy (not surprising) But i got some wonderful pictures!

Your thoughts?

Day 15.

SUCH A GOOD DAY TODAY!!
If you know me you know i got in to an accident a few weeks ago, and i got my car back today, all fixed and running like new! Also its ahead of schedule, by like a week. Isn't that fantastic!?

ALSO
I got a job today!! I'm gonna be a server at Chili's!!!!!! its very exciting because i love chilis! Also i think my friend Talee may be getting a job as well there. ^-^ So thats very cool!

Good day today! and now, nap time!